The company of women

I know with my situation being the way that it is right now I could really focus my life energy on other things besides women

Yet it seems like such a lovely distraction from the concerns of my life. The time I allow myself to day dream about this is time spent not stressing over other things.

It is amusing to me that all the women I know in this city I met through one woman. And the meeting of that woman was by all accounts was by chance.

Since the woman I met by the chance encounter is currently in a relationship I have been introduced to her friends and been given ample opportunity to foster friendships of my own with them

I think I very well may be the only male friend that is non homosexual that these women enjoy as a group. In all my gatherings with them I have either been the lone male in the group or the other male was dating one of the women.

I enjoy very much the company of women. I think I may prefer it to that of men. However nothing will ever replace the comfort I can have from just being around other men, I feel there is a certain pressure involved to be in the company of multiple women.

In a crowd of them I can easily turn invisible an my qualities of observation an listening go a long way. They either forget my presence or become so comfortable with me that the revel things about themselves or women in general which I find useful later on.