S.R. Alexander

Monday, February 22, 2010

I dreamed you would ignore me.

I had two really short dreams about a former friend of mine.

The first was in a school cafeteria type setting. I was sitting at a table with a group for friends and I saw my friend (The one who is no longer my friend) walk by my table. I wave her down and she looks at me and blows me off. Walks with no expression on her face.

The look on her face and her posture took me aback and I felt shamed in a way as if something had happened between us and I didn’t even know about it. She sat down at a table next to mine and laughed and joked with friends.

I don’t understand how I had the dream, as I had not thought about her before bed, or for days. We didn’t talk everyday, more like once a week maybe a few times every two weeks. I called her up after the dream, and I got no answer or text that day. Usually if I call her and she doesn’t pick up she texts me. I didn’t think anything was wrong until a few days later I saw I was not her friend on face book anymore. By that time I had already given up to the face that she wanted to be left alone.

I had another dream about her, it was the same day as the first dream. I took a nap, later on that day and I had a dream I was sleeping in a pile of cardboard, I had a small notebook with me. In the room in which I was sleeping the door opened and in came my friend and one of the actors from the twilight film. The laid down beside me not seeing me at first, and they started making out. Until they bummed into my body. (I had been laying still for fear of being seen)

She got embarrassed put her shirt back on and ran out the room. The man got upset with me and I could feel his hands on my shoulders as he began to roll me over. The last words I heard before the dream where. “Ah boy, lemme talk to you.”