-Take my love- (Love lesson #2)

I have gone over the words prayed for understanding and still I am left with the anger and disappointment that I am getting a short stick. I just want to understand where I went wrong. Where love and trust end self protection and stubbornness begins. I’m putting myself on display for sell like a small puppy in the shop keepers window. Eager for a family. Look at me shine, don’t you want me? Take me for my kindness and generosity. Take me for granted. Take me for a fool. But don’t take me seriously

But do take with you my love. Take my love with you. You can have it for free. And in return you can do what you want with me. I’m your puppy. You can ignore me, you don’t have to love me or pet me. OH, but please don’t return me. You don’t have to care for me, do for me. I’ll still cuddle in bed. I’ll still guard the house while your away. I wont ask questions, no I’ll never complain. Even if you don’t play with me I’ll still be loyal.

Just like a love sick puppy. Otherwise known as a plain ol dummy. Take my heart take my brain but you don’t want to take my name..

Its sad being loyal to you. Lonely trying to stay with you. It hurts because what I say is true. My love was too much for you. I stood by all the selfish things you do. But its lonely with you only there for yourself. I loved you, before I loved myself. That’s my fault and nobody else. Love lesson # 2 I couldn’t have learned it better from anybody else.